Tuesday, September 23, 2008

the "death" of a friend

so cas deleated and blocked both me and chuck from her myspace and she doesnt talk to me anymore. my normal response to this would be to say "i dont care" and for the most part when i say that its true i really dont care. i only want to be around people that want to be around me. as the day progressed i realized that i really do care. it sucks. 6 months ago we were BFF and now she dosent want to be a casual acuantiance. maybe i am really that nieve, but i really dont even know what in the world i did to tick her off so much that she is just writting me off forever. with out knowing what i did to offend her i cant say that i would change anything but there is nothing that i can think of that i should feel the need to appolagize for. anyways. i really do hope good things for her. i hope that her and david have a happy marriage, i hope that they have the babie of their dreams, i hope david does good in school and gets the job he wants and that they live happily ever after. i really do wish good things for them. and i hope that one day i can meet them walking down the street and that we can sit and chat and i can hear all about ther happily ever after.

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