had FIG girls. only suzy and the peterson girls were there. boy were they on a roll...=p after went to rosies and helped make hamburgers. sarahs brother wayn jr was there. he was and iteresting guy...nice... we ate and hung out. i think i made sarah cry... i really felt bad... i didnt mean to. i just wish she would realize that its not that we hate her BF its that we love her so much and think she is so awsome that she can do a lot better. cas's friend jamie sent me a msg. on myspace and so i went to her profile and there are ALL kids of comments from cas saying how she is her reall BF. .. its not that im jelouse its just that we have driffted so far apart and it sucks... its like we are not friends at all any more... she never calles (and she is up here a LOT) or texts or emails or ever wants to hang out. im sure my big open mouth stuck my foot in at some point but i wish she would just talk to me about it instead of pretending like its all ok and just blowing me off all the time. oh well not much i can do... im not going to bring it up... if she wants to talk she will... i still have not told her that im prego and its killing me... i just dont want her to be more upset at me then she already is.... dont know what to do.....
going to sleep
good night
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