family pics

we did it. we all got together for a family picture.
Grandma Grandpa Dad Denise Me Chuck Logan Linda Chris Peter Sarah Hannah Nancy William and Johnathan. we got lots of great pictures and i cant wait to get the big one to grandma and papa!

sunday

so we woke up early and chuck made pancakes.. logan loved it and ate a bunch. then chuck finished getting ready for church and me and logan took a nap. after lunch we left logan with rosie and went to the house. we got a lot cleaned and packed up. we went home for dinner and brought a bunch of stuff to the house. after dinner we left logan again and went back to the house. my dad met us there and we were able to get the futton and recliners over to rosies. tmw will be a really busy day we are going to try and get all the big stuff moved into the storage unit and as many boxes as we can. we have 4 elders comming over to help so hopefully it will go pretty fast. I have had cramps most of the afternoon. they go from being just a pain to huring a bit. hopefully it is just from doing so much and when we are done moving to will go away. chuck has been making me take it ez but there is so much to do... anyways we are going to bed "early" so we can be rested for tmw

night

yard sale

so we woke up early this morning and had breskfast with my dad at angelos then wen over to the house and set up everything for the yard sale. man some people are crazy and every one wants everything for a buck if not free... we had a few people steel from us too. it was crazy but we made some money and got rid of LOTS of stuff. we did the yard sale from 8-4 so it was a long hot day and we all ended up getting sun burnt. the elders came over to help move stuff and we ended up taking then next door to get some water. while they were there they talked to everyone in the house. when they left jerome was asking us all kinds of questions about the church. we gave him a quick run down but it made me realize how much i dont remember. like dates and locations... guess i should be reading more. anyways when the elders got back they brought a book of mormon over to jerome. (he had asked for one) and chuck and the elders got to talk to them and answer some of his questions. it was neet to see chuck so into it. he did a really good job. jerome said that he would read the book and then wanted to meet with them again to aske questions. i really hope that it goes well and i really hope that chuck is able to help teach him. that would be so awsome! after we put the yard sale away we went home and chuck and troy took sarahs tredmil apart. what a project that was. then they went and played video games and i got logan to sleep. after we took troy home we left logan sleeping with dez and took rosie out to sizzler to thank her for all her help. when we got home we found out that logan had woken up screaming an hour earlier and that sam helped dez get him to bed. it was cute. we gave her 5 bucks for helping and she was way happy. it was and over all good day. and we did a lot... so now its time to pass out! night

oh now my tummy is grumbly.... oh no!

puke at 3 am

so logan woke up at 3am to nurse wich is normal and we fell asleep on the bed. at 330am me and daddy woke up to puke all in between us. logan was vomiting everyware. daddy took him to sit in the rocking chair and calm him down and take off his cloths while i changed the sheets on the bed. BLAHH all over daddy blankie and bunnie. and added blankie and bunney to the wash with the sheets and chuck and the baby had to go take a bathe... BLAHH again on daddy. they cleaned off again and we were able to go to sleep for a little bit after talking to the on call nurse... at 630 we were up again and by 7am we had a dr apt. chuck called in to work and we took him to the DR. Logan has lost over a lb in the past week and when you only weigh 21 lbs thats a lot. they had to do a cathiter to do a urin test and then had to take 4 vials of blood. logan was not a happy baby. now we are collecting his green (shrek green) poop for them to test and hopeing that he does not get worse over the weekend or we might be looking at booking a romm at the hospital next week while they get him back in shape... fun fun well i beter get some sleep.
night

drained

i am so drained. logan is still sick and has now gone 3 days with eating nothing more then a 1/4 slice of toast and 5 ritz crackers. he is nursing non stop and between that and the baby there just doesnt seam to be anything left for me to run on. im dizzy and sleepy and worried about logan and im trying to get the house ready to finish moving and i just dont know where i am pulling the little bit of energy i have from but oh my gosh im lathargic and just dont know how im going to keep this up. (wow that was the worst run on sentence ever) i know that they said it was going to take a lot out of me to "grow" a baby and nurse full time but i never dreamed it would be this much. i dont think i have ever been so dead before. not with sports or the flu or anything this is really unreal. when logan gets better i am going to wean him down to 2 or 3 times a day and that should help but with him not eating right now im stuck... sorry for sounding like a broken recored and complaining so much... im just so blah! ok on that note i am going to bed. its late. night!

(sleep beautiful beautiful sleep)

the "death" of a friend

so cas deleated and blocked both me and chuck from her myspace and she doesnt talk to me anymore. my normal response to this would be to say "i dont care" and for the most part when i say that its true i really dont care. i only want to be around people that want to be around me. as the day progressed i realized that i really do care. it sucks. 6 months ago we were BFF and now she dosent want to be a casual acuantiance. maybe i am really that nieve, but i really dont even know what in the world i did to tick her off so much that she is just writting me off forever. with out knowing what i did to offend her i cant say that i would change anything but there is nothing that i can think of that i should feel the need to appolagize for. anyways. i really do hope good things for her. i hope that her and david have a happy marriage, i hope that they have the babie of their dreams, i hope david does good in school and gets the job he wants and that they live happily ever after. i really do wish good things for them. and i hope that one day i can meet them walking down the street and that we can sit and chat and i can hear all about ther happily ever after.

vomit

so i got vomited on for the first time today! so exciting!!! blahh!!

so logan woke up a hour and a half later then he normaly does and was still out of it. he at a few fruit loops and then a cut up pear and some water. but was so sleepy he couldnt keep his head up. so we went to the room to look for bunny and he crawled up in bed and put his head down. but he wanted me to stay with him and i had hot buns in the oven so i turned pooh on and finished in the kitchen then sat down to cuddle and watch the movie. well we were sitting there and he sat straigt up and looked at me and i said oh crap and BLAHHH all over me and bunny and him...ewww... rosie came in and took him to the tub and i went to take off the puke cloths and start the wash with bunny and all our cloths. fun times.

the rest of the day was spent in the bathroom. he didnt want to get off the tolit.. he even fell asleep on it at one point... finaly at 2 he was ready to take a nap. i ran out and got some pedialight and bread for toast. looks like we are back on the brat diet this week.

anyways that was my adventur in mom land.

pregnancy is kicking my but. MS is not too bad but with nursing so much cuz he is sick and the baby i am just drianed.

well im off to bed. night!

dr

logan still was not feeling great this morning so we went on in to the dr. I LOVE DR HOANG. he is awsome... anyways... he said it was just a tummy bug and that it could go on for another few days. fun...so for now he is on the brat diet. (bannana rice apple toast) and BF. he is not thrilled about it and thinks we are starving him but it seams to work. logan just woke up from his nap so we are going to start laundry and go have luch with daddy

sick again

logan woke up sick again. he really is not feeling good thit time. if he is still like this tmw then i will take him to the DR. i feel so bad that he is not able to eat and that his little tummy hurts him so much. =(

made roasted chicken with mashed pots and gravy and rolls for dinner. suzy helped again... she is a good helper in the kitchen.

sam wont say sorry but at least he is being nice today. i'll take that.

tuesday

had my first baby apt. got to see our little bean. i am due the end of april beg of may. saw the heart beating. we go back oct 7..=)

brought chuck lunch and ended up running earands for the shop. fun fun.

got in a fight with sam. the baby was by the stairs and sam really Yelled at him. scared him and made him cry. i picked him up and told sam (very calm) not to yell at my baby. he started yelling at me about watching my kids better and he doesnt like kids by the stairs. i told him that was fine but that i still didnt want him talking like that to the baby. he siad that the next time he would just yell at me. i told him thats fine he can yell at me all he want.. i know how to stand up for myself just dont yell at the baby. and he stormed off.

so when rosie and me whent shopping we picked up a baby gate with a door and made sam pay for it... now the baby cant get in there.

suzy helped me make dinner (tortalinie with caruso sauce)

logan went to bed at 7. hopefully this helps him get more sleep.

monday

skipped family dinner at my dads cuz the baby did not feel well... me and chuck went out to the block after the baby went down. we picked up the preg book i wanted from the book store and then shared some sushi at kojies. it was nice to have some us time.

stayed home sick

we stayed home from church with a sick baby. logan didnt have any problems but has not really eaten anything so... we will see. it was nice to have chuck home and to have 24 hours together. made pot roast for dinner and had fun with the girls after the baby went to sleep

sick baby

logan is sick. he woke up with a BAD diaper and the vomited ALL over then had diarreha all day. so we stayed home and watched movies and took lots of naps. hope he feels better tmw

fun

went to friday play group. logan loves to hang out with all his little friends he is such a social boy... its fun for me to get to hang out with other girls and just be me. met a new mom. her name was Barbie... not what i pic. when i hear that name... she was a really down to earth mom with 2 little boys and number 3 on the way.

went and got chicken feed on the way home... man those birds are getting big. cant wait to have eggs. =)

on my way to have lunch with chuck i got pulled over AGAIN. stupid cop treated me like white trash and was a jerk... didnt get a ticket but gerrr. i was mad.

had lunch with chuck and the baby then went home and took a nap.

daddy got to babysit while i went to moms night out with jen and some other girls from moms group. we went to Down Town Disney and had a great time.

so sleepy going to bed. night

started moving

so we fed the elders dinner then had them help load up the truck and got our beds and dressers over to the house. we will be sleeping here for now on. the room doesnt look as packed as i thought it would. i think this will work out really nice for us for the next year.

sam

that man makes me sooooo mad... it is going to be very interesting living with him for a year....

rosie got a lot done today and i should be able to move a lot of stuff tmw...

we will see how it goes... i am beat... goodnight

cas

cas text me today she had commented on my myspace about me being back in number one then text me latter saying that they were going to start the addoption prosses... i really hope that it all works out smothly for them... i hope that this next cycle works for them and that she will find her self pregnant soon. i wish so many good things for both of them. i dont think she understands how hurt i am that she has cut me out... i dont think she understands how much i really do hope and pray for all good things for her. i hope one day we can be like we were before... but i dont think she thinks of me that way any more... (that came out sounding weired but you know what i mean) i dont know what else to say but i love her and david and hope that everything works out for them...

i still dont know how to tell her that im preggo... chuck thinks i should just post it on myspace or text her. i think i will text her tmw. dont really know what to say. i hope she is excited for me... i so wish that i could have told her sooner. =(

monday

told my dad today that we are prego. they looked shocked but congradulated us so it went good. told linda. she was way excited. cant wait to start showing... i love beeing pregnant.... will probably regret saying that latter..lol

=( not number one

cas took me off of her number one... i guess that really said it all... =(

sunday

went to stake conf. logan was really good. the talks were really good. went home and changed cloths and then went to rosies to help get stuff moved... roxy came with us... chuck helped his mom with the room. me and dez packed up sarahs room and then CLEANED the kitchen... ewww... i make spagettie and meatballs for dinner... yummy. then went home and put the baby to bed. rosie got a little upset because she has SO much stuff and no where to put it... dont know what we are going to do with it all... oh well.. we made a lot of progress...

busy

went to dez's soccer game to make sure sam did not make her play... went shopping for more boxes to pack stuff up...

chuck came home from work and i was a MESS... i was looking in the mirror trying to get ready to go to stake conf and started crying my eyes out cuz i thought i was so ugly.... i couldnt even look in the mirror any more. of course chuck tried to tell me how beautiful i was but that just made things worse. i finaly settled down and felt dumb for getting so worked up. oh welll.. silly me. I have been feeling really down the last few days. everything has been getting to me....everyrthing has been ticking me off...ahhhh....

went to conference... it was really good.. on the way home jen and andy asked us to come over to play wii fit... (i love this game and want it sooo bad) we went home and changed cloths (into pj's) and went over there at like 930... dez stayed with the baby...

we had so much fun and did not get home till almost 2. then we talked to dez for a while ahhhh... oh well

dez surgery

dez had her wrist surgery today. she was home by 6 and feeling good. i wish sam had let her skip school (it was only the 2nd day) so she didnt have to starve but oh well.. not much i can do about it. really not feeling good today... i have the blahs on top of morning sickness.... horror mones....fun fun....

we were supose to go out with jen and andy today but we didnt want to ask rosie to babysit again and i was just not feeling good...

they did send us lots of funny text... wish we could have gone but it was fun staying home. the baby went to bed early and we got to watch a movie together... cant remember the last time we did that.

well its off to bed.

night

BBQ

had FIG girls. only suzy and the peterson girls were there. boy were they on a roll...=p after went to rosies and helped make hamburgers. sarahs brother wayn jr was there. he was and iteresting guy...nice... we ate and hung out. i think i made sarah cry... i really felt bad... i didnt mean to. i just wish she would realize that its not that we hate her BF its that we love her so much and think she is so awsome that she can do a lot better. cas's friend jamie sent me a msg. on myspace and so i went to her profile and there are ALL kids of comments from cas saying how she is her reall BF. .. its not that im jelouse its just that we have driffted so far apart and it sucks... its like we are not friends at all any more... she never calles (and she is up here a LOT) or texts or emails or ever wants to hang out. im sure my big open mouth stuck my foot in at some point but i wish she would just talk to me about it instead of pretending like its all ok and just blowing me off all the time. oh well not much i can do... im not going to bring it up... if she wants to talk she will... i still have not told her that im prego and its killing me... i just dont want her to be more upset at me then she already is.... dont know what to do.....

going to sleep

good night

temple

left logan with rose and went to the temple. was stake temple day and we had signed up to do sealings. it was a lot of fun and the sprit was so strong. cant wait to go back again.

tuesday

didnt do much today. morning sickness sucks...but its not as bad as with logan.

night

happy labor day

hung out at chucks parents house. cooked lunch. yummy ribs... then went to my dads for more bbq... morning sickness is starting to hit a bit more... yuck.... dez is spending the night at we are all playing games...fun fun... chuck has work tmw and we may go to d-land.... we will see

night!

tickers

moving in 30 days

so we sat down and talked to chucks parents today about us moving in. they are ok with it. Rosie is really excited. we will get chucks room (as a bed room for all 3 1/2 of us) and the out side room as a living room. we will be really cramed but i keep telling myself (and everyone else keeps reminding me) that it is for the best and that it will be really good for us in the long run. we are going to get a storage unit and put a bunch of the stuff that we dont need in it. (dishes and stuff) fun fun. i am going to start packing this week so that will keep me busy.

morning sickness has turned into night sickness....yuck....im going to go eat some toast and play xbox... fun times.... night

joes and Wii

we went out to joes with andy jen paul and rowena. we had lots of fun and of course ate way too much.... it will be my last time eating sushi for a while. =( but it was fun

the waitress found out our big news and anounced it to the room.. it was fun to be able to tell the world!!

after we went back to jen and andy's and played wii... what a work out.. so fun

BABY!!!!

on my way to friday play group i bought some more test. (i had been out for a few days) when i got to play group i went to the restroom and guess what? we are having a baby!!! called chuck and he was so excited... then went out and told all the moms... i really cant wait to tell every one i meet but i think we are going to wait a little bit

altybet

jen andy and the girls and Tiffeny and her kids came to see the chicks and to go shopping. every one that i take to that shop loves it. we all got so much stuff. talked to them about moving in with chucks parents. we have been talking about it a lot recently. it would suck in some ways (giving up our space) but we would save SO much money$$ and that would help us get a house.... we will talk about it more and then talk to them about it...

fed the elders....

still crampy

=(

but no AF

crampy

i was gong to take logan to tiffenys to go swimming but i woke up with HORIBLE cramps. i know im going to be visited by AF soon...

Jen talked me into going to her Tastfully Simple party. it was fun and i got to eat lots of yummy food. chuck showed up at like 830 and we played Wii.. so fun but what a work out.

maybe a baby?

took another test this morning at 5. didnt look at it just took it and went back to sleep. when chuck woke up at 7 he was all excited thinking that it was a positive. when i looked it was just a smudge. and i told him that it didnt count. he wanted me to take another test. i told him that it would not be as good but ok.. still had a faint thin line. but im not getting too excited till i know that it is really a LINE

chucks new calling

chuck got called as 2nd councelor in the elders qourm. he is way excited about it. it was also his first time teaching but it was cut short because of time... oh well he will have another chance later.

we went to grandma and grandpas house for g-pas birthday. we had a nice dinner and logan had fun playing with every one. we had to leave before it was over to put logan to bed but it was fun

baby maybe

think i may be prego. i hope so... took a test this morning but there was only a VERY thin faint line.

we will see

=)

busy day

went to ikea with oc mommas. logan had a blast. he is really starting to walk so good now. found logan a bedspread. had lunch there. yummy.

on my way home i got a ticket for driving on my cell phone. suck. thats my first ticket ever... =( dumb

picked up suzy and went to swim party for faith in god girls. they had fun!

we were going to go to Joes sushi but plans got changed and me and jen went to D-land. it was so much fun and we got to go on everything that we normaly have to pass up with the kids. we are planning on going back with our DH's in a few weeks.

mamma drama

mamma drama.

so me and chuck STINK!

moms not talking to me... the end

chuck had a game night at the house. Fun fun! die =/

tuesday

nothing really happened. we had dinner with every one at lisa's house

Logan is one today!

I can not belive how fast time has gone by.

His party was so much fun. We were so lucky to have so many family and friends there to share his celebration with us. I'll post pics soon.

we went to D-Land for his birthday! it was really busy but still fun!

still cant believe my baby is not a baby any more