i am so drained. logan is still sick and has now gone 3 days with eating nothing more then a 1/4 slice of toast and 5 ritz crackers. he is nursing non stop and between that and the baby there just doesnt seam to be anything left for me to run on. im dizzy and sleepy and worried about logan and im trying to get the house ready to finish moving and i just dont know where i am pulling the little bit of energy i have from but oh my gosh im lathargic and just dont know how im going to keep this up. (wow that was the worst run on sentence ever) i know that they said it was going to take a lot out of me to "grow" a baby and nurse full time but i never dreamed it would be this much. i dont think i have ever been so dead before. not with sports or the flu or anything this is really unreal. when logan gets better i am going to wean him down to 2 or 3 times a day and that should help but with him not eating right now im stuck... sorry for sounding like a broken recored and complaining so much... im just so blah! ok on that note i am going to bed. its late. night!
(sleep beautiful beautiful sleep)
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